Boo Ohio.

It was 50 degrees yesterday.

Today it's 23.  And very windy.

Boo.  Hiss.

When all is said and done, the weather and love are the two elements about which one can never be sure.

- Alice Hoffman

Buff On Movies

Well, no Best Supporting Actor SAG award for Hal Holbrook.  It was awfully hard to compete with Javier Bardem, though.  He gave a very solid, chilling performance.  And the Cohen brothers are brilliant.

Nathan and I saw There Will Be Blood last night.  What a well-made movie!  Daniel Day-Lewis is such a consistently awesome actor.  After we see Michael Clayton, we'll have seen all five nominees for Best Picture.  This is something I've wanted to do for a long time, but I've just always been too busy.  We've seen a lot of really great movies, lately.  

I just also have to say that I loved both National Treasure movies.  Action flicks are my guilty pleasure.

I'm rather saddened by the fallout surrounding Heath Ledger's death.  From numerous away messages, status updates, etc:  "Heath Ledger died.  So sad, he was so hot."  

It's always frustrated me in my acting pursuit when I get asked the question "So, are you famous yet?  When are we going to see you in movies/on Broadway/at the Oscars?"  They mean well, but I have a real problem with the concept of celebrity.  I never wanted that.  Contrary to popular belief, "celebrity" is not synonymous with "successful".  I think giving humans celebrity status dehumanizes them, in a way.  They become icons; objects, in essence.  

I don't perform because I want to be famous.  I perform because I'm an artist with the ability to tell and share stories that can have an impact on people's lives, and that's what I love.  I've put performing on hold for a while because I lost sight of that.

So it really upsets me that there are people who are not remembering Heath Ledger as an artist, a son, a brother and a father; it upsets me that there are people who are first and foremost remembering him as an icon, a celebrity or a piece of eye-candy.

Mmmkay.  Getting off my soapbox now.

On a lighter note, it is a beautiful, little-bit-warmer morning outside.

A celebrity is a person who works hard all his life to become well-known, then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized.

- Fred Allen

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
And remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
And listen to others,
Even the dull and the ignorant;
They too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
They are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
You may become vain and bitter;
For always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
It is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
For the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
Many persons strive for high ideals;
And everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
For in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
It is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
Gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
Be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
No less than the trees and the stars;
You have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
No doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
Whatever you conceive Him to be,
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
In the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann

Life Updates

I have no idea who reads this, but I feel the need to vent the recent happenings of my life into cyberspace for some reason.


Anyway, short story long, I've missed my families (church, friends, YPTP, mom and dad), my mountains and my beaches. Columbus has been a great safety net for me. I can't imagine my life without Otterbein or Ohio. I can honestly say that if I had ended up moving to New York at the end of college like I had originally planned, I would be unhappy today. And it would be even tougher to come to that realization now than it was last year.

I have a keen sense of blissful satisfaction that hasn't existed in my life before.

Nathan and I had the good fortune of listening to Ohio State president E. Gordon Gee preach a sermon at church on Sunday. He not only spoke of his spiritual journey, but also of his passion and hope for what we call "my generation". It was so refreshing and inspirational to listen to someone speak with such vigor about young people my age. I feel that the slice of "my generation" I belong to has this idea imposed upon them that life ends after college; that being an adult is boring. There's no more frat parties, less-frequent club-hopping, no more "Pimps and Hoes" theme parties, etc. I personally feel that this is the most exciting time in my life. I'm supporting myself, making plans for the future and concretely dreaming of the life that I want. It makes me really sad when I find people saying "I wish I were still in college", or worse yet, "I wish I were still in high school." It seems like a lot of people get caught up in this mentality, and I think it ultimately leads to unhappiness later in life.

So I guess Sunday was a bit of a pat on the back from God, reminding me that I'm in a good place right now; with the word "good" being a serious understatement. :)

Still lovin' the Starb, although it's been kind of tough lately with the weather and continued post-holiday rush. I'm really fortunate, though, to work with such awesome people.

So, that's my life right now, pretty much.

Nathan and I have so far seen Juno and Atonement. We might go see There Will Be Blood this weekend. Dann from work tells me it's amazing, but I guess that's kind of a given because obviously it was a good enough script for Daniel Day-Lewis to come out of his retirement/hermitage. I'm really excited Hal Holbrook was nominated for his role in Into The Wild. Definitely the most underrated film of the year, in my opinion.



For sure, you have to be lost to find a place that can't be found; else wise, everyone would know where it was.
- Hector Barbossa



*Post Script: I'd just like to reiterate the amazingness of my boyfriend, Nathan. :)